4 Years On...

This is going to be short, please bear with me.
This is dedicated to my most beloved father. Happy birthday Daddy. You would have been 54 years old today, but the day you clocked 50, was the same day you left this world. I remember you today as always and all the lessons I learnt from you remain ever fresh in my head and heart. Your smile, your baritone voice and your unusual ability to love still remain etched in my memory.
Well, here I am at the end of one of the most major phases of my life and I can only wish to see you once again. Alas, I cannot. I miss you greatly Dad, I love you and I pray/hope everyday even up until now that this is some form of joke, that maybe, just maybe, you aren't actually gone.
It has not been the same without you, I want you to know that, but the grace of God has been more than sufficient.
Well, I hope God gives you a window in heaven just to see how much you mean to us. Thank you for being the bestest dad in the world. I could never have asked for anyone better.
Rest in Peace Dad. (July 17, 1957- July 17, 2007).

p.s: pls forgive any typos.